Danny's Journal

danny @ 2008-06-11T15:41:00

2008-06-11T19:25:19Z

This is only a test

The End of November

2007-11-29T23:59:03Z

It's the end of November and i an going on 1 year sober (December 3rd). Things are going well for me, I have lost 342 pounds. i have nice home and good friends, and i am greatful.

Been a while...

2007-11-28T01:24:53Z

hello,

It's been a while since i have posted here, and i will be trying to post more. I need to start journaling again.

A Simple Request...

2005-04-04T04:35:29Z

Hello Everyone,

This is Dann Bunting, and I have a simple request.

With just under a month and a half until my birthday (May 17th), I would like to ask that on that day we reserve a "Day of Peace". It is my only birthday wish.

I ask that on May 17, 2005, you make a pledge to be peaceful and kind to everyone you see that day. I ask that you pledge to do at least one kind thing for some one else. It can be as simple as wishing some one a good day, or as complex as you want.

I ask that you e-mail me at human_order@hotmail.com (human_order @ hotmail.com) with "I promise" in the subject line, to let me know that you will do this for me.

One last thing, I ask that you forward this e-mail to everyone you have an e-mail address for. This is not a chain letter and nothing bad will happen to you if you don't forward it. It's a simple request for one "Day of Peace".

Thank you for your time and assistance.

Much Love,

Dann

Great News!

2005-03-03T21:09:21Z

Hello Everyone,

I just got back from the hospital, and i lost 51 pounds in 3 weeks time... YAY!!!!

Looking for help...

2005-03-03T02:49:06Z

Hello everyone,

As you may know, www.malesurvivors.org is up and running.

I am looking for people who are willing to share their stories, and people who are willing to take an active role in the site. Please e-mail me at human_order@hotmail.com and put "Male Survivors" in the subject line.

Thanks you in advance,
Danny

Just got home

2005-02-13T18:44:53Z

Hello,

I just wanted to let everyone know, i am doing well. I just got home a bit ago.

I am very sore, but that will go away in time...

Thanks you all soo much,
Danny

well, surgery in a few hours

2005-02-09T06:41:48Z

well, my surgery is in a few hours. I am very excited.

I got good news today

2005-01-19T21:52:15Z

My surgery date is February 9th... YAY!!!!!!!

Since I already feel like shit...

2005-01-08T09:16:09Z

Since I already feel like shit I figured I would tell you how I came to make the decision that ultimately made this group possible.

I spent a long time trying to hide the things that happened to me and to keep them inside. It was eating me up.

So I tried talking to people but they just didn't seem to understand, which lead me to looking for resources on-line, but I could not find what I was looking for. So, when livejournal started community journals, I decided to start this one. I never expected to number of member we have today. I just wanted to talk to people who had been through the same thing, and share ways to deal with it. I had been through a lot and even going to a therapist didn't seem to help.

I had been molested by my own father when I was 4 years old, when I would have to visit him (my parents were divorced). It happened each time, though I only really remember one vividly.

My mother had some abusive boyfriends, who really didn't want a kid hanging around.

I was a witness to my family being abusive to each other.

Then came my step-father and his family. He was an alcoholic and very very abusive. There were always fights and yelling and destroying things, always. With him came my step-brother who was the same age as me and who used me age his sexual experiment. He was bigger and tougher than me, and I couldn't do anything about it, plus at that time I didn't know any better.

Me and my step-dad get along really good now, but there is always the past.

When I was coming out, thing were not going we between me and my mother, although our relationship now is good, I guess I just learned to forgive them.

When I was 19 I was raped but some one I trusted as a friend, he was much older than me (in his 60's), and he waited till I was in a situation where I was totally drunk before he did what he did.

After that I lost complete faith in humanity.

Now anytime I see a story in the news or on TV, it brings it all back every time…

I wish I could just move on, but I can't and I don't know if I ever will.

So, that's what lead to the decision to start this group, and why I seem so messed up.

And if what my family did to me in the past wasn't enough, I also inherited schizophrenia and major mood disorders from them. I guess it's his way of messing me up from the grave.

feeling down...

2005-01-08T00:17:39Z

well, i know this sounds unusual but i am feeling down once again...

I am feeling unattractive and sexually undesirable. i have been feeling this way for a long time now and it's getting to me. I miss feeling "hot" or at least doable. It's silly i know, but it's true.

danny @ 2005-01-02T17:54:00

2005-01-02T23:01:07Z

I set up a MoBlog for myself yesterday, so now you can see pictures of me and stuff i like. The address is http://danbunting.textamerica.com/ or danbunting.textamerica.com

2 new meds

2004-12-14T09:16:23Z

well since i last wrote, we have added 2 new meds, Haldol and Restoril.

Wireless networks, X10 Cams and gaining access to them (wardriving)

2004-12-11T08:31:33Z

Do you use a wireless router or network card? Do you have an X10 wireless cam setup in your house?

Did you know other people can access them from outside your home or office?

You need to read this now.

WarDriving and WarSpying

More Good News

2004-12-11T07:10:02Z

As you may have read, I have started a business selling self-defense products online. The companies name is Bunting Security Produces, and we sell stun guns, Tasers, and Pepper Sprays, all at below retail prices.

The products are all name brands like Mace, Stun Master, and Taser.

Well, the site is now listed on Yahoo and MSN, and i am now waiting for a google listing.

So, check out the store and tell me what you think.

Bunting Security Products
Most orders placed by midnight of the 14th of December should arive by Christmas.

The real gilligans island

2004-12-02T01:17:47Z

is it just me or is the Beavens woman nuts?

Bunting Security

2004-11-25T09:04:36Z

I have just published Bunting Security Products at http://www.buntingsecurity.info

What does it mean?

2004-11-15T17:07:15Z

Last night i started thinking about things and i have come to the conclusion that I am meant to do something spectacular with my life. I'm not sure what yet, but it must be true. I survived severe asthma as a child, being shot, stabed, 2 bad car accident, a severe motorcycle accident, 2 suicide attempts, and a list of other things that should have killed me, yet i'm still here.

So, what does it mean?

Honesty

2004-11-06T03:17:03Z

It has become clear to me that most people i know have a low opinion of me. This hurts me very much. So i ask you, What's the point?

the solution to the gay marriage issue.

2004-11-04T05:13:45Z

I have a solution to the gay marriage issue, and it's very simple. Ban all marriage!

If this sounds outragious, so does banning marriage for gays and lesbians. How can we possibly put to vote an issue that does not effect anyone else? How does my getting married effect anyone else but my partner and I?

What Happened?

2004-11-04T05:09:40Z

The outcome of last nights election was surprising to say the least. I stayed up all night watching it on TV, switching from CNN to MSNBC and NBC. I sat there white knuckled hoping i was dreaming. But, I wasn't. George W. Bush was elected to a second term. This is not what i was hoping for. So what went wrong? How did this happen? There are a number of questionalbe things that happened yesterday.

1) The number of voting machines were lowered in areas where voter turn out was expected to be higher causing long lines, to force people not to vote. Those who had to go to work or school, could not stand in line. Lines lasting for up to 13 hours. How can we let this go unchecked? It is fact that polling places that had 5 or 6 machines in the last election, only had 3 this election.

2) Provisional ballots?

3) The voter registration paper was "too thin"?

The are many other things that made your vote not count, and these need to be addressed.

danny @ 2004-10-15T02:42:00

2004-10-15T06:45:36Z

I am looking for info on SLI and SLIders. Can anyone help?

Bad Dream

2004-08-14T02:05:15Z

I had a dream about the guy who raped me last night. The dream started off at a bar, and the guy kept giving me drinks trying to get me drunk. I woke up before anything happened. But now I feel depressed.

Dickie Roberts

2004-07-10T02:55:47Z

I set out to watch this movie not expecting much, but to my surprise it was awesome. A feel good movie from David Spade. I won't ruin it for you, just go out and rent it a 5 Star all the way.

danny @ 2004-07-01T11:36:00

2004-07-01T15:42:13Z

Well, I have my evaluation appointment for the Vertical-Banded Gastroplasty in a few hours. I am very nervous.